yeah....
I'm starting to think I'll never be happy again. Life isn't as cool as it was 3 years ago. I wish I had a time machine, I'd hop into it and just go back. I have a tendency to dwell on how the past is so much better then the present and the future. Shits changing too much. I miss being a kid. Remembering the first show I went to and how everyone was together. I remember when I went and saw Bane for the first time at the fireside and they were playing with dead to fall, hope conspiracy, and reach the sky and how everything was cool back then. Anyhow I just am trying to find out what I could do to make myself content and happy. What do I need to do to fill that empty void that I have in my insides right now. I wake up everyday feeling miserable. Sometimes I just want to cry cause I feel so lost in life. I dont know what the fuck to do. I dont know whats wrong with me. I just am not happy right now.