every where i go now. hes just fucking everywhere. me and him, were such a stupid thing. and i hate him. and i try to get away from him. but hes here and he pushes back. and he makes me so miserably happy. im sorry i ever let him in in the first place. and i dont think ill ever escape it. and ive never hated someone like this before. theres a ( Read more... )

rutgers stuff is a pain in the ass. rutgers is lucky i want it so bad. other wise id punch it in the face! reading the shit on that website makes my head hurt ( Read more... )

baby sisters sweet 16 was pretty rad, i must say. i looked hot. i dont usually think/say that but i did. sorry. nicky was there. before my party in july it was a good 4 years that me n nick hadnt seen eachother, and then we did. and the other night too. theres such chemestry between us all the time, but its so weird because we basically grew up ( Read more... )

AH! so much so much so much to do. lots of work. what the hell possessed me to take english 121 (big huge writing course) PHILOSOPHY (dear lord what have i gotten myself into!?) and efective speech (speech. thats all i have to say) and not to mention psychology. i hate panera. alot. im quitting. im putting my 2 weeks in next week. i just dont want ( Read more... )

The Book of Love is long and boring ( Read more... )

can not stop thinking about him. saw him at school today. i think im gonna like this year.

ive been speaking to the most amazing boy tonight. i always sort of had a crush on him but nothing ever came of it in high school and when i was with mike he teased me because hes friends with him. last summer i accidentally imed this boy and we talked a little then stopped and we saw eacother quite a few times this summer so i decided to im him ( Read more... )

last night was compleatly rediculous. bill wanted me to go visit him at work and i was going to but i fell asleep out of nowhere and then i woke up and i thought it was 2 in the morning but when i looked at the clock it was all of 9 30. so claire called me a few minutes later and we complained about how theres nothing to do ever anymore, so i was ( Read more... )

i went with claire to gregs apartment at rutgers yesterday. it was awesome. we went to greese trucks and then walked around the college ave campus for awhile and ended up sitting in this pretty place. i dont know what to call it. there was fake grass but it was really nice, it was across the street from the frelinghuy something or other dorms. you ( Read more... )

everything is different now. jean leaves tomorrow morning. tonight was our last summer nigt together n we spent it on the sea bright beach just laying in the sand for a few hours looking at stars. im scared of whats gonna happen this year. this summer has been fucking amazing.i dont want jean or julie to leave. i love them. like i told bill, claire ( Read more... )