but i, i love it when you sing to me. and you, you could sing me anything
The Book of Love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures
And instructions for dancing
But I, I love it when you read to me
And you, you can read me anything
The Book of Love has music in it
In fact, that's where music comes from
Some of it's just transcendental
Some of it's just really dumb
But I, I love it when you sing to me
And you, you can sing me anything
The Book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
But I, I love it when you give me things
And you, you ought to give me wedding rings
book of love - by peter gabriel. he also sings in your eyes which is one of my favorite songs ever. ive always wanted in your eyes to be my wedding songs but now ive changed my mind. it takes alot to sway that. but this song is so beautiful and amazing. peter gabriel is amazing.
anyway, my parents had a big fight last night. acctually it was more my dad yelling at my mom n being a dick. about me. of course. whats new right? i hate being topic of conversation all the time with my parents. im 18 n yea i know iim not this big mature adult, but fucking give me some credit.im not a baby or a kid anymore. i can handle myself n i hate being annoyed. my dads pissed because me and my sister "dont respect him enough" and because we dont talk to him the wya he "deserves" to be talked to. fuck that. he flipped out at me because i tried to show him some movie thing n i went to lower the tv so i threw the remote back at him n told him i didnt care if he saw it or not then n went in my room with claire and he just bitched at my mom about it. he said something really mean to her. it pissed me off. my brother was downstairs n he said he almost came up n said something and kristen came out of her room n said something but she got yelled at to go back in her room. its so fucking gay. i hate this house so much, i swear, my dads an idiot. when i woke up this morning kristen told me my mo told her that she was gonna look for an 2 bedroom apartment. i already decided im going to rutgers next year, even thou she doesnt want me too, but i think she knows that thats what i want to do. im not staying here no matter what happens. i hate being home all the time. all i ever do is sit around with claire.
i talked to my mom about it and she said she doesnt want me to leave because she doesnt want to be stuck with my father. ahh! my sisters all mush about me leaving too. its like a friggin year from now! and im not even excepted there yet. but im going to be. i better be! and im going. its time to make jessica happy. its not fair that everything i do is to make someone else happy. i care about my family but its time to put myself first. because im not feeling good at all. i cant explain it. but i need out.
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures
And instructions for dancing
But I, I love it when you read to me
And you, you can read me anything
The Book of Love has music in it
In fact, that's where music comes from
Some of it's just transcendental
Some of it's just really dumb
But I, I love it when you sing to me
And you, you can sing me anything
The Book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
But I, I love it when you give me things
And you, you ought to give me wedding rings
book of love - by peter gabriel. he also sings in your eyes which is one of my favorite songs ever. ive always wanted in your eyes to be my wedding songs but now ive changed my mind. it takes alot to sway that. but this song is so beautiful and amazing. peter gabriel is amazing.
anyway, my parents had a big fight last night. acctually it was more my dad yelling at my mom n being a dick. about me. of course. whats new right? i hate being topic of conversation all the time with my parents. im 18 n yea i know iim not this big mature adult, but fucking give me some credit.im not a baby or a kid anymore. i can handle myself n i hate being annoyed. my dads pissed because me and my sister "dont respect him enough" and because we dont talk to him the wya he "deserves" to be talked to. fuck that. he flipped out at me because i tried to show him some movie thing n i went to lower the tv so i threw the remote back at him n told him i didnt care if he saw it or not then n went in my room with claire and he just bitched at my mom about it. he said something really mean to her. it pissed me off. my brother was downstairs n he said he almost came up n said something and kristen came out of her room n said something but she got yelled at to go back in her room. its so fucking gay. i hate this house so much, i swear, my dads an idiot. when i woke up this morning kristen told me my mo told her that she was gonna look for an 2 bedroom apartment. i already decided im going to rutgers next year, even thou she doesnt want me too, but i think she knows that thats what i want to do. im not staying here no matter what happens. i hate being home all the time. all i ever do is sit around with claire.
i talked to my mom about it and she said she doesnt want me to leave because she doesnt want to be stuck with my father. ahh! my sisters all mush about me leaving too. its like a friggin year from now! and im not even excepted there yet. but im going to be. i better be! and im going. its time to make jessica happy. its not fair that everything i do is to make someone else happy. i care about my family but its time to put myself first. because im not feeling good at all. i cant explain it. but i need out.