i dont know where to begin or were to end. i try to say the words but nothing comes out. i cant speak what i really want to say because then he would know i am crying. i feel as if i have been killed as though my life had been taken away. those words just didnt come so nicely. yes i understand the change i know he wants the change but did he really ( Read more... )

alright so you know its kinda funny when you think you got some good friends you found out your completely wrong. its funny how people keep changing and less and less friends are loyal. im extremely disappointed with my best friend to think that she would even sell me out like she did. wow im just shocked, i expected it from everyone else but not ( Read more... )

so things been going pretty smoothly been having some downs but hey everyone has them. i cant really complain about anything im finally glad to say that the loser ex bf finally left me alone!! it was about time that he got the picture that i didnt want him around. plus i have my baby ivan and i love this guy bro he is awesome, and he treats me ( Read more... )

ok update time alright taste of chaos was the shit!! me and ivan got there late but w/e atleast i got to see 30 seconds to mars!!! fucking hot!!! wooooo!!! lol anyways and the used fucking rocked they were bad ass and alot of ppl were crowd surfing. bro like there were 4 ppl on top of each other cause they were crowd surfing way too soon. and so ( Read more... )

ok so here is a moment of sweetness and this is why I love this guy so much he is so great!! aww he is so adorable ^_ ( Read more... )

WOOT WOOT SATURDAY WILL BE THE SHIT!!!! OMG!! WOOOT YAY IM GOING TO SEE MY JEN JEN!! LOL

so lets see things have been exciting lol i really like ivan and i cant really complain about how things turned out. i met someone who makes me feel alive and happy so im so happy david was a whore. like honestly i look at them together and i feel nasty lol cause the girl is a big ass whore and all her pics are of her tits and and showing off her ( Read more... )

LOL omg its so funny how one moment your dying and cant be without me and the next your takin pictures holding the bitch. how fucking nice!! lol but dont worry baby cause karma is a real bitch and what goes around comes around if you think your getting back at me lol your wrong cause seriously i feel so much freedom now. im so fucking happy that ( Read more... )

well life sucks i cant really say im happy anymore because im not. i lost everything that meant something to me. i lost someone i loved and trusted but he didnt feel the same about me. like i know i have done my share of bad things and i kinda think i deserve it but damn in love there is no eye or an eye thing. its just not right that he would hurt ( Read more... )

woo long time since I wrote in here yeah crazy!! anyways well things are alright I guess omg I'm going to start college in Jan how fun!! lol actually I like having my free time so I'm not too excited about that. Lets see... Oh I go to competition the first week of Jan so hope all goes well with that oh yeah!! I miss somethings which I'm not going ( Read more... )