friendships are all lies
alright so you know its kinda funny when you think you got some good friends you found out your completely wrong. its funny how people keep changing and less and less friends are loyal. im extremely disappointed with my best friend to think that she would even sell me out like she did. wow im just shocked, i expected it from everyone else but not her. you know i think i been a pretty good friend to everyone else and when i cant show up i always tell them. its just so fucked up that when you think you have friends and you think your not alone you find yourself alone. shit its not alot i ask for but fuck if you cant show up then fucking call dont avoid my calls then call me back and tell me that you didnt call cause you had your period wtf is that?!?! from all the excuses in the world thats the best one!!! but you know what fuck that if people cant be good friends to me then i dont need them. im not going to be letting people walk all over me and be fake and say they are my friends but then they backstab me fuck that. i dont need people like that ever. but whatever atleast i have ivan in the end of everything cause i obviously cant trust anyone anymore cause people are all changing.