Ok, so i keep going through random phases of not typing and hating myspace and livejournal..then like not really caring and having nothing better to do with my time than to tell all of you wonderful people how i live life..haha- Annyways..I've actually been doing good the past few months- I finally went to Europe and the experience is still one ( Read more... )

So yeah, as if it's not obvious, i have sort of lost track of my livejournal. But anyways..I feel like hell today- actually i've felt like hell for the past two or three days. The thing is i know that i am being stupid and gullable, for lack of a better word, but for some reason i can't bring myself to stop it and do what, probably in the long run ( Read more... )

Christmas sucks- i hate feeling like this- its shitty and im done with it. i deserve better.

So much going on in my head. I have this feeling of being let down but knowing that I haven't really been let down- At least I don't think- haha...ah, its confusing. I had this feeling yesturday that was so right and complete (?) i guess maybe would be a good word. I gotta go i'm in class...can't wait to go and see them again!

It's been hectic...haven't really gotten the chance to visit and update this or myspace. But I'm taking a few minutes just to sort of catch up. I changed the backround..I know that it's much more plain, but I was getting sick of the hearts and I think i'm a simpler person when it comes to those things ( Read more... )

10 YEARS AGO I ( Read more... )

I'm not going there again- this is absolutely ridiculous and i have had enough of the games..saying you care and actually caring are two different things. Well at least you care enough to say things to make me feel better- but i dont know if this is something new for everyone or not but id rather people be honest then fuck with my head..just an ( Read more... )

Hey, i stole this...so fill it out for me in the comments area- even if you usually never comment do!!! i'd like to know things :). lol- even if it may be anonymous...just do it, for me ( Read more... )

It's friday, finally- with the past week it seemed like it would never come! I'm kind of upset, i feel like crap- more emotionally and mentally then physically this time. There are random things that keep running through my head- i mean the randomest thoughts. Christmas is coming- i wish it wouldn't, i don't want the holiday cheer- i think i ( Read more... )

Well im tired- and in pain..i have been for the past week- i did something or another to my ribs because i can't do a thing without wincing in pain- it's been a little better today with the 4 IB profin that i keep myself doped up on..I've been trying to catch up on some sleep- no matter what everynight i plan on getting in bed by 10 and somehow it ( Read more... )