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It's friday, finally- with the past week it seemed like it would never come! I'm kind of upset, i feel like crap- more emotionally and mentally then physically this time. There are random things that keep running through my head- i mean the randomest thoughts. Christmas is coming- i wish it wouldn't, i don't want the holiday cheer- i think i know the reason and i'm sure the majority of you reading this may know too, but for me to come out and say it would be too much because then it would be fact. See this is random- but wouldn't you feel like shit if someone felt like they couldn't be honest with you- or tell you things even if you may not want to hear them..i've been thinking that a lot lately- like i said...there have been a lot of things on my mind. I miss it- a lot, more than i thought that i would at this point and i don't know how to change it- put on my smile and just act indifferent i guess. I hate this freaking class (comp. apps) i actually hate every class lately- the sound of teaching udderly disgusts me and makes me cringe..UGGGGHHH...great- "turning off my monitor" now guys...to learn more ways to use microsoft word because there are oh so many technics behind it and you MUST know all of them and do 5000 activities to prove it..I can't wait to get the hell out of here- and i'm not looking forward to going to work today either- not after yesturday. peace guys.