i didnt get RA and it hurts alot. knowing Rita is going to be the RA again makes me sick...she's one of the laziest people i have ever met let alone worked with. shes not really in it for the right reasons but more for the benefits and the honor. im so scared for the floor and the DL's that will be under her for next year. Lord make those woman ( Read more... )

is feb 16th and thats avery big day for me. i find out whether or not im going to be a resident advisor for next year and consequently where i'll be living. its been such a nerve wracking process; the application, getting 2 refrences, 2 interviews, and many months of waiting. ive been praying for God to be in this, and i know he is but im very ( Read more... )

my life has been so consumed with other people lately that i havent had much time to myself. so i want to do one of my favorite things that may be somewhat difficult. i want to get some coffee and just get lost in a crowd of people, i dont know why but its theraputic. maybe thats why i love minneapolis so much. having the avility to walk the few ( Read more... )

because while on my way to sears to get new tires....my car starts crapping out on me. so i get new tires and get back on the highway....it continues. i then spent the next 3 1/2 hours at tire's plus partly to see what was wrong with my car and partly because i couldnt find a ride back to the city. but PTL (praise the Lord) they didnt charge me to ( Read more... )

not sure what kind but ( Read more... )

but thats still not great. im just really thankful for my friends...i dont get to chill with them alot but i honestly love them, and yes this includes you ellen. each person pours into my life so much and im just so thankful for that and the amount of love and support they have showed me ( Read more... )

for a number of reasons most of which i have yet to pinpoint. a lot of the crappiness has come due to my position this year, it has made me alot more vulenarble for attack especially in the spiritual realm. it has worn me out beyond belief and to a breaking point which has nearly been crossed everyday. on the verge of a breakdown i lived hoping for ( Read more... )

so i am listening to some music on my headphones...trying to relax a little. sometimes i think i see my roommate sleeping more than i see her awake. thus, our room is a disaster. so frustrating it makes me cringe. please God let me be able to have that open single. i need my own room....otherwise i may loose it ( Read more... )

...that im not too sure of. i feel so far from my friends, especially ones from home. its hard to keep in touch cause im lazy and im not much of a phone person. ive also distanced myself from my friends in mpls. i dont know whats up with me anymore....im becoming really depressed. satan is for sure attacking me...in nearly every way possible please ( Read more... )

i cant help but feel that myspace has severly hurt the hardcore communtiy. there is a sense of fakeness in it all, like people are there for the wrong reasons. where is the passion, the excitement in the hearts of the kids anymore. its still in me, deep in my heart. you know its a sad day when a 17 year old girl from peoria is considered an "older ( Read more... )