my mom has been fucking complaining every day that her head hurts and she doesn't feel good, yet when jeff calls shes all fucking ready for him to come over. i hate him, i dont want them getting married, he has no personality and when he's over- which is at least 6 out of the 7 days of the week- my mom doesn't have tim eto do anything but sit in ( Read more... )

i just went looking through my friends journals to see what has been going on and i happened to come across margarets, whom i thought was a pretty nice person! yea so then i was like reading an entry of hers and she seemed pretty depressed so i looked who posted coments. she was talking to amanda about the swim team and how no one got cut, she had ( Read more... )

i really need to start updating, it's kinda sad. any i didn't really have a good week.. first off i found out my mom has cancer- nice- then thusday she found out she had high blood pressure at heart attack risk and then thursday night she lost feeling of her mouth so kelly and me took her to the er, and we were there til 12 or 1.. i forget. i love ( Read more... )

well today i was really tired b/c i didn't get anysleep last night, then i fell asleep during social studies.. :/ oops... then i had gym and ahh i didn't even want to stand up, then on the way home i got to talk to shannon... i love her... she is one of the few people that actually listen to me... well i gota go do some homework so i can go to the ( Read more... )

im sorry for ever hurting u, life has changed for me.. i have a decent number of friends but the friends that i have i love very much.. i think this year i have matured... and this year i got closer with tori rachel steve john megan casey shay ryanne and thats really it except i think im getting to be friend with jayne(ilu jayne) ... i wish i could ( Read more... )

alright so last night i went with my father, like every friday, and casey came :)then we went with his girl friends kids sled riding. i was petrified of like dieing b/c the hill was so big. but t was awesome. one time when i was going down like there was this other kid there that was really hot and i wasn't paying attention to what i was doing and ( Read more... )

i'm sorry i wasn't good enough, i'm sorry i had flaws, i'm sorry our friend ship meant nothing to u, i'm sorry that i'm not perfect, but most of all i'm sorry that i let someone hurt me as much as u did...things change, the people u cared about most could careless about u, and that's what dieing inside feels like- 1/28/04 was the day that i lost ( Read more... )

FUCK U ALL ( Read more... )

yesterday after school i would have to say was awesome! tori tarkhan came over my casa and we had like the best time (except for my dad being a bastard.. he called tori corey)then we just like had some fun at my house on line and doing shit...then my day today was pretty boring. i woke up did homework thinking we had only a delay then relaized ( Read more... )

i went to the mall with john today, it was fun. and like he said in his journal which is want take have4 .. this chineese women on the elavator that was crippled said something weird to us and we were like yes ok. it sounded like i insulted her but i didn't mean it like that. but when we were walking there i just wanted to brake down and fucking ( Read more... )