i can'/t fucking take it anymore
my mom has been fucking complaining every day that her head hurts and she doesn't feel good, yet when jeff calls shes all fucking ready for him to come over. i hate him, i dont want them getting married, he has no personality and when he's over- which is at least 6 out of the 7 days of the week- my mom doesn't have tim eto do anything but sit in her room with him and have fucking sex... its beyond desgusting, u think they would wait until night time - yet when i got home at 7:30 my mom had already made dinner which she and i were supposed to eat but she gave my dinner to jeff- nice- then i forgot my keys som im banging on the dorr ringing the fucking door bell but they couldn't stop and get up and let me in i broke in through the back i get in and i yelled hello and nothing, i knocked on the door she said be out ina minute im fucking sick of this i can't take it.. she divorced my dad and the only reason that i was happy about that because i thought it would be me and her and it just hit me that im now second best.