everyday feel like im back in that place. everday feel like i stuck in that god damn sand box. every day i wish to see u and everyday u disappoint me. i always thought it was my fault i always blame myself for y i never see. but its u, u push me away, u say u love me yet u cast me a side, u show that u love yet u push me down. i know im righting ( Read more... )

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evolution, stages everyone goes through them, everything goes through them. perception is rudimentry to the way anything reacts to an action. at this point in my life i find myself faced with many question i have put off answering, because of, procrastination, fear, regret, remorse or one of the nany other traits i carry. why am i so evil, why do i ( Read more... )

evolution, stages everyone goes through them, everything goes through them. perception is rudimentry to the way anything reacts to an action. at this point in my life i find myself faced with many question i have put off answering, because of, procrastination, fear, regret, remorse or one of the nany other traits i carry. why am i so evil, why do i ( Read more... )

wow i met the most amazing person that has made me the happiest i have ever been in a long long time by do nothing more the being perfect cause that how they are i felt the best i did till i had to fight for the prize but she made feel cuddly for second i dunno whats the next turn on life i gonna do different

stephanie i have no idea what i have done just this is our last oppertunity u want to be with me great u say no i gonna have to go and revert i shall but i can't take this anymore i love u and it hurts to hear this shit jeff make me angry my anger is my number one problem and people end up getting hurt but i do love u i don't what i did wrong but ( Read more... )

recyling is bad animal rights is nonexistant all these thing these hippe earth people like is bullshit and not ture so hmm maybe i should stop doing good things cause there not good

i can't take any more of this i miss her i love her i fucked up and it is not in my nature to harm myself but it seems thats all i have been doing slowly but surely killing every last peice of me until her return

why do i try why do i bother everythings black nothing to strive for breaking myself no reason to hide it torture myself to the end of time why do i fuck up y is it that which makes me happy why do things come crashing down falling away from what it seems dying inside and every moument i breath

i give up i have nothing no reason to stay i know i fucked up but it killing me ever minute of everyday to know that i am going to have to pay for how i fucked up i love her yes i do she has to prove it to herself that she loves me im not sure if that her nice way of letting me down and if it is i wish she let me know cause then i really have no ( Read more... )