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everyday feel like im back in that place. everday feel like i stuck in that god damn sand box. every day i wish to see u and everyday u disappoint me. i always thought it was my fault i always blame myself for y i never see. but its u, u push me away, u say u love me yet u cast me a side, u show that u love yet u push me down. i know im righting this late but i don't want u to cry because u read i don't want u to cry at all in fact dispite all of this i still love u. that is y i am saying all of this cause i hope u love me too and ur not doing all this purposely. i hate being away from for a second i mean nice to do things on ur own but i never see u and it killme to this day. y can't things be like they were this time last year when we cuddle all the time and i saw or heard from u everyday. Am i hold u back do u not want to be with me im sorry i suck and im horrible person then but just tell me. And hunny i don't want the comment that say that u think u suck and ur horrible cause i love u and i want to be with u by why can't it work it seemed to before.