Today is my first anniversary... unfortunately my Ajka isn't here to celebrate it with me. I don't know how things are going to end with us but as of now it doesn't look too good. On the plus side I got an email from her this morning saying that she was surprised that I remembered our anniversary and that she liked the flowers that I sent. She also ( Read more... )

I had a job interview yesterday for a teaching position at a private art school called Mission:Reaniassance. The whole process was like a cattle call... bassically we all filled in as we got there and we were given a booklet with info about the company and an application to fill out. After reading the pamphlet and filling out the application we ( Read more... )

I got an email from my Ajka early this morning. This time she's decided that I'm too much of a "dreamer" and that she doesn't want to be with me... I'm not sure if she's doing this on purpose like some kind of test of my love or something or if this is the end. Either way I'm wrecked... I don't know how to feel or what to do. I wrote her back when ( Read more... )

So, I'm wearing my wedding ring again - not around my finger, around my neck on a chain. I took it off my finger when I went to Prague and she told me it's over between us... now that she's saying that she doesn't know what she wants I feel like there's some hope for us... but I don't want to get my hopes up too much. Can't blame me for dreaming ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've written anything... hell; it's been a long time since I've felt like writing anything here or anywhere ( Read more... )

I finally did it... I got my dreadlocks in. I decided to go to the beauty school at City College because I figured they'd at least have some idea about how to do it and it's like 2 blocks from my house ( Read more... )

I'll be the first to admit that Alejandro Guillermo Bautista Gutierrez is by no means "commercial" enough to get my career going in the entertainment industry. It breaks all the cardinal rules ( Read more... )

So I didn't tell Steph that I'm married yet... we had dinner last night. We smoked and watched TV and just relaxed. Things were nice and I just wanted to enjoy her company and not have to start digging into my baggage. I don't know... I mean I know I should tell her if for no other reason but to be 100% honest -- it's not like we're going to hook ( Read more... )

So I've decided to start posting some of my writing on here. Hopefully I’ll be able to figure out how to make it work the way I want to.

I'm not sure... but I think one of my "online buds" put me on their ignore list. I saw them on one screen name said "hello" and what not, then I switched over to the one I usually use for work and they were gone. Strange. I'm not sure how I feel about it -- I mean it's not like we were close or anything but I can't help but feeling a little ( Read more... )