" I don't know. It would be near impossible to date conventionally and you're a pretty smart girl proposition "

if you are trying to confuse me its working. Im about to pack my stuff and fly out to europe.

So writing in here hasn't been like it was. I used to update all the time, sometimes twice a day but things got hard for me the last few months with my father passing away and etc. If you, whoever you are start reading this you will note from this entry on the way I am has changed. I feel as if a whole new side of me has come out. That sounds ( Read more... )

I havent written in here in a very long time. My dad passed away 2 weeks ago today. hes gone. i have kept myself so busy i dont think about it much but there are times when i want to pick up the phone and just call him. and i cant. I just want to touch him. to just feel him. and i cant. all i have now is words to the air. and the wind blowing by me ( Read more... )

im losing him. im being so annoying and its because im freaking out because i feel like im losing him. I just want him here with me. I fell in love with him. I gave him my heart on the floor of his grandmothers house. I trusted him with it. And now he says he just needs time away from me. he cant stand me. im like a nat. i bug him all the time. he ( Read more... )

weight
144

location
corpus

with
my boyfriend

i want to be skinny

his ex girlfriend is too pretty

its annoying

his grandma likes me

blah

Amy leaves tomorrow. I spend the night with her tonight and probably will cry a lot when she leaves. Its really hard on me. Things have been really crazy in my life. Chris is talking about moving in together....and he also said something about getting married. Which is great and all but im not in love with him. I still care a lot, but i lost all ( Read more... )

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"being skinny is the best taste in the world"

I wish i was skinny

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