It's been a while, which is explained by both laziness on my part and a lack of ills to report. Well, there have been plenty of ills, both physical and emotional, but I currently have another emotional punching ba- I mean, confidant ( Read more... )

This is really out of character for me, especially on Facebook, but I really needed to get some things out and try at least to explain why I've been so vagrant from everyday life for the past week or so.  I don't want to upset anyone, and the very last thing I want to be is a burden.  I've spent my entire life being so paranoid of being a weight on ( Read more... )

It's been a month since I've bothered to chronicle anything, and yet unlike previous droughts this one has failed to leave me with that naked, thoughtless feeling. I assume that might be because I'm currently living with a boyfriend on which I am permitted to vent, but that could just be me ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping. I have work tomorrow and I should be sleeping. But it seems I have thoughts buzzing through my head and as of the moment they won't let me sleep until I loose them. I suppose I should be used to this by now, being that I haven't been sleeping well lately (mono's on it's way out, and therefore my disease-turned-sleeping-aid ( Read more... )

So, I haven't really talked much about what's in the news lately, because overall I've become less political, but there are a few things on the CBC today that really piss me off ( Read more... )

"I'm glad I found you ( Read more... )

You know, it gets harder and harder to leave this place every weekend. I've got a moment or two to myself right now, being that my parents are coming to pick me up, as I've got a high fever and driving might not be the greatest idea as of the moment. But at any rate, I find myself actually depressed to leave this weekend. Life in Guelph has ( Read more... )

Some pretty profound things can run through your head when you're wandering out in the middle of a deserted park, dewy midnight grasses soaking through your ballet flats while you're passing a joint back and forth between yourself, your boyfriend, and his best friend who, ironically, has the same name you do ( Read more... )

So a tree fell on my car today, and I'm exceptionally stressed about life in general. When things pile like this, molehills turn into mountains and I find myself trekking them anyway. A breakdown is very, very imminent - I suppose I should be grateful that it's been a while. In the meantime, here are some song lyrics that adequately describe the ( Read more... )

I would recommend battoning down the proverbial hatches if you intend on reading this one. It promises to be long as I'm running on two hours of sleep, feeling more than remotely existential, and rest seems a long way off. Not for any particular reason, of course, aside from the pain in my kidneys keeping me awake. More on that note later ( Read more... )