I wish things were simple and not so discouraging. Family, school, relationships and my lack of self-discipline are bogging me down.

School is going to be the death of me. That's all there is to it.

Family is frustrating.

Relationships are actually going quite well, lately. It seems that I've lost some friends that I was pretty dagum close to, but ( Read more... )

I figured it'd been a while...so I guess it's time to fill all you imaginary readers in ( Read more... )

I never thought I would miss my sister so much after just 5 hours.

YC was GREAT!!! edit ( Read more... )

So school is going great. My current schedule ( Read more... )

Do you guys remember when I used to update this piece daily? It seems like forever ago. The past nine months have flown by. It's insane. I feel like I've lost touch with this, and everyone who reads it, if anyone still does. I remember thinking I could never get another lj, because I was/am too attached to this one. It's got so many of my memories ( Read more... )

So Kyrie had her baby!! I know how awesome. I finally have a neice. It's been nephews for the last 3 years, but a neice is great. And she is so cute. I'm excited. She's coming home from the hospital today.

So my birthday was yesterday, and I'd have to say it went pretty well. I got the new digital camera that I asked for, and Fabian bought me a ( Read more... )

The only thing I want to see, more than the colors of pure happiness, is space. I want to see the stars and just know that there is a place that's better than this. A place where things aren't run by time, and things can't weigh you down. All you have to do is know that there is something out there that is so amazingly beautiful to you, and you ( Read more... )

So I've been looking forward to today all week. Well, for more than a week. A month. Today comes, and I wake up to screaming. Arguments about nothing. So I read for a couple hours after waking. Later I clean my room up a bit, ask my mom if I'm still able to go tonight. She says no. Her excuse is that I am sick. And I don't need to go to every ( Read more... )

Today was good. Me and Nick cracking jokes again. Man, classes are good with Nick. Um, I didn't do my spanish project, so that was 200 points down the tube. But I'm not worried about it. What I am worried about is my APUSH grade. Oh my. All that summer work is definatly killing my grade. And when I say killing, I mean slaughtering. Butchering. I ( Read more... )