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Woah, over a year????? how can that be ok, well i've had a crazzy years, dates, deaths, disasters, engagements, i'ce gone from eating everything to eating nothing, from pilates to paries, to pregnancy to well just plain p-leugh! -
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New job, new man, new body! that's how it works. The job's a certainty the man is not yet totally official (but we're getting there, hopefully) and the body i'm working on seen as he wants to give me a massage an i hate me back an stomache! ugh!
I will one day lo- actually i probably won't but i will learn to like, or at least be civil to my body.
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After an unexpected gain i am resorting to fasting, nothing but liquids(safe liquids) until i leave on saturday.
Today- tuesday at 10:01 AM:
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I want to appologise and take back anytime i have ever said anything such as "think thin " or stay strong to anyone underweight this disease kills i know that, it's killed alot of aspects of my life and alot of people in my life. We shouldn't encourage eachother-i know it's tempting, but honestly i'm becomming a hypocryte and my own worst enemy- ( Read more... ) -
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I was going to juice fast today, fruit and veg fast tomorrow then protein binge the day after.
Unfortunately for my figure... i couldn't even drink green tea without feeling sick, i think it's cos i took my perfectil on ahalf full stomach yesterday.
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random cartoon
http://www.flowgo.com/index.cfm?action=view&id=13038&scid=9966
Check the above link out, it has the potential to make me laugh my head, off but kinda scares me like really scares me, i dunno i think it just helps people gain clarity, alot of the people that read this should check it out. Katixxxxxx -
LIFE!
I don't know when this emptiness started, something is severly missing, that's why i dwell on the past so much, my life is an unorganised bore capsized with chaos, i need a job, i need a boyfriend, i need a relation ship, i need to drive and dance and act and earn and win and succeed, thin, strong, proud, confident ...
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Motivation!!!!!
WAhoooooooooooooooooooooo i'm so estatic it's unbelievable-o.k i've gone up to 140 which is a bummer-but... i've been offered a job in a club wahooooo an good news is the company that own it have a few in other areas so i don't have to work in my own city-i really do need to loose the weight now, i need to work out need to tone up an get the figure ( Read more... ) -
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