im a complete mess and i dont know what else to do.
my life is a mess and its my fault.
i know all this yet some how i keep fucking it all up and i cant stop myself.

I'm failing and I know it and I care so much. Its the lil part that doesn't or that gets caught up in life that fucking takes over and ruins it all ( Read more... )

So here I am starting my life all over again. Yet some how I don't feel lost.(yet). Its weird becuase I don't really have many in my life at this moment. And I don't mind ( Read more... )

when things feel so right everyhting around them is crashing to the ground and taking you down with em ( Read more... )

.im back in lynn.
::Permanently::
.i currently have no cell and have no ones phone number.
::sidekick monday::
.please leave me or call me at the rents and give me your digits.

.i dont even know what to say or do anymore.
::because we all know it just bloes up in my face and i make a fool and a liar out of my self::

all i have to say is sunday-sunday-sunday.... panic....

and im a total loser and will so have my dad drop me off...
yea thats how it rolls livin back at home.

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well it was good seeing everyone last nite in Nashua ( Read more... )

ok i moved back home... i have no idea what is going on in my life (adam/work/$/friends) fuckin A, i know he'll never speak to me again...

Soooo I'm at work and its pretty dead. People! Come and get hair cuts! So things have been good lately. Adam and I are doing good. My mohawk is gone, so sad soo sad :(

(Happy b-day Steve !!)

Friday = andrea and me + HTH
Yea where not cool.