practical exam for life.
I'm failing and I know it and I care so much. Its the lil part that doesn't or that gets caught up in life that fucking takes over and ruins it all.
I so fed up with myslef and yet I don't chnage. Makes a lot of sense huh??
Once again when I think everything is ok boom! It all comes crashing down.( or I make it crash) for some reason I'm good @ that. I h8 that.
I h8 a lot of things. I think its my biggest problem. I miserable and I have no reason why. So I lash out on people who totally don't deserve it.
There are somethings I know why I am blah about. Peoples expectations that I can never meet bc they set them higher and higher and nothing will ever be good enuff. This bother me a lot. Bc I find myself now doing it to them.
I can't wait for my paper work to get in. Comatose to life sounds good right now.
I so fed up with myslef and yet I don't chnage. Makes a lot of sense huh??
Once again when I think everything is ok boom! It all comes crashing down.( or I make it crash) for some reason I'm good @ that. I h8 that.
I h8 a lot of things. I think its my biggest problem. I miserable and I have no reason why. So I lash out on people who totally don't deserve it.
There are somethings I know why I am blah about. Peoples expectations that I can never meet bc they set them higher and higher and nothing will ever be good enuff. This bother me a lot. Bc I find myself now doing it to them.
I can't wait for my paper work to get in. Comatose to life sounds good right now.