This year off from school was supposed to be useful.
to help me find out who i want to be.
& none of that has really happened.
my parents are trying to force so many things on me
&& i just want them to leave me the hell alone,
i can't wait till i move out.

so far all i've done is make and spend money.
saving is so hard.
i got a tattoo a few weeks ago:)
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new year.
& a fresh start.

i'm going insane hearing about people's relationship problems.
if you don't like my advice don't bother asking me what i think.
there is only so much complaining a person can take.
like seriously.

other then that nothing has actually been happening.
i just work and go on living my life.
maybe in spring i'll try to get my license ( Read more... )

i've been doing a lot of thinking about everything lately.
i can't help but feel like i've done my life all wrong.
what am i doing right now?
it's pointless.
i will have to see what happens during this year.

i have no goals or priorities and i guess that's what's bugging me so much.
and i can just never win when it comes to guys.
things just seem to easy,
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 this diary will once again fall into the hands of a girl who is empty shell.

it means the world to me 
& i feel i have been neglecting it to the extreme.
i need it for the memories of my good
&& bad times.

welcome home.
sincerely,
me

p.s - help keep me sane. 

im in the middle of it all,
that's what it feels like anyway.

my life consists of working, drinking and meeting boys
sounds sorta pathetic in a way but it's okay.
i need change and it's just one step at a time.

..oh life it almost seems like a joke.
at least i have the little things to look forward to.

- tina♥

i got and started a job at the forks today.
it's not exactly luxurious i make subs at the
country submarine.

the plus side:
- i pick my working hours.
- its a cute cozy little booth
- all the young people around me (including the hot tall and handsome buff guy right next door)

& the boss is there for 2 hours in the morning then it's all free sailing.
i was ( Read more... )

i hate you.
I FUCKEN HATE YOU.

i'm sick of living with you,
you make me fucken miserable and make me hate myself.
when will you ever just be happy for me?

i'm not fucken perfect i'm not normal i'm not your average caroline GET OVER IT.
lord knows i've found a way to cope.
i'm so fucken sick of your unrealistic standards for me.
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We can play with fire and never get burned
We can say goodbye and never leave
We can hurt people and never regret it
We can have it and never believe in it
We can be bored and never depressed
We can fall and never get up again
We can smile and never laugh
We can run and never stop
We can talk and never shut up
We can leave and never come back
We can remember ( Read more... )

random facts of things i hate
- doritoes.
- artifical grape flavor.
- the ditzy "hahaha what..?" act some girls do around guys.
- not getting enough sleep ((turn cranky, into a drama queen))
- people who cry about problems they completly caused themselves ((i do this))
- myself in general sometimes ((i will bite off my head when shopping for jeans))
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Your Pick Up Line Is
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