Oct 16, 2007 00:25
i've been doing a lot of thinking about everything lately.
i can't help but feel like i've done my life all wrong.
what am i doing right now?
it's pointless.
i will have to see what happens during this year.
i have no goals or priorities and i guess that's what's bugging me so much.
and i can just never win when it comes to guys.
things just seem to easy,
no one cares who you are anymore.
they don't care if you have a good personality or have a dark side.
maybe i'm just stupid for over thinking everything,
but compliments aren't everything.
i just feel bad for guys.
trying so hard to win over girls by telling them what they think they want to hear
& most of them will get walked all over.
that's what it means to be the good guy.
to throw it all out there and get nothing in return.
i just don't think i'm ready to handle anything or take things seriously.
i just want to have fun as horrible as that sounds.
i don't need a guy to tell me i'm pretty to fall in love with him.
i'm done.
&& i need a new lj layout.
- tina♥