in the comming year i will ( Read more... )

so after what seems like years.. maybe even longer i am back. i have had so much go on in my life i even need to take a step back and ponder what happened. 3 years ago i was figuring out everything.. i had finialy realized that what i needed to not do was open my legs.. i neeeded to use my brain and really think what will this relationship be like ( Read more... )

it has been sooo soo long sence ive writen anything on here. i dont even know why. i guess when things get bad then good then bad its hard to keep track and write down how each day is going.it just gets confusing. re reading things i had writen years ago i just thought about how much i have changed. i never imagine id be where im at. living with my ( Read more... )

i cant understand why i do half the things i do. i mean i guess because im nicole and theres no method ot my chaos. im really sad that ive chosen to move out.. i mean im not out yet. but even looking for rooms for rent is sad. i just dont even want to think about any of this. matt is my best friend.. but honestly i really think we both have issues ( Read more... )

ok so its only been like 1000 years sence ive used this thing. honestly its not been on purpose but i guess it just slipped my mind to vent on paper as opposed to my friends and boyfriend ha ha. im back. so ive been working full time as a dog groomer and loving everything about it. my mom and me both found out like a month apart that we both have ( Read more... )

WRITE YOUR NAME!!!!! ANNNNNNNND ( Read more... )

i will be seeing stereo total, the gossip, and hawnay troof this thursday in san fran sisco with my best friend mike and i couldnt be more thrilled. i love random road trips! pluss matts comming and he gets to spend time with his brother. awesome all arround.

xox
Nicole.

Are You HOT or NOT?

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