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it has been sooo soo long sence ive writen anything on here. i dont even know why. i guess when things get bad then good then bad its hard to keep track and write down how each day is going.it just gets confusing. re reading things i had writen years ago i just thought about how much i have changed. i never imagine id be where im at. living with my boyfriend. having house plants and a cat.. doing dishes. folding other peoples undwear and making dinner for 2.. when did i become this nicole? i guess relationships have a different effect on different people.. right now all i can think is that somewhere along the lines i lost a bit of my self. i think about church and how i use to enjoy that. maybe ill go back. i just feel like something is really missing..
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