will now be relocated to here

http://takethiswaitaway.blogspot.com/

lots of rants, essay excerpts, articles,and general criticisms to come

not that anyone really cares.

electric beetles scrambling to make it to their dunes pass me left and right. i'm not fast enough to keep up, but i have too much pride to move aside ( Read more... )

really.

of you, Nancy Morski.

You are going to school for something that you want, and love, and rule at. You are going to be a success because you won't settle for anything less.

Love you.

-I know something that I'm not allowed to say, and you wouldn't want me to say it anyways ( Read more... )

i wish

you would be here with me, telling me it would be okay.

we would be driving in your car listening to circa survive, talking about big dreams that we both knew would never happen.

on nights like these, i step into my shower and i smell the smoke of your cigarette.

forever in my heart.

look in the mirror and go to school.

i don't know how i think i can just bury my head in these books and forget about you. i start to read but the words just look like mixed letters and blur in a matter of seconds. it's that same feeling i get everytime. longs constrict, heart pumps slow and heavy, my head starts pounding. i'm not getting enough air, and i keep breathing in your lies ( Read more... )

have you ever just felt so overwhelmed that your ribcage is constricting your lungs?