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A lot of time when my parents ask me about when I work, I lie and say that I work less than I actually do. I know my dad will worry about me if he knew that I worked as often as I did. And I know he'll ask me why I'm working so hard.

I don't want him to ask because I don't know why.

Maybe because I feel alive when I'm working, like I'm connecting to ( Read more... )

Sometimes I'm not sure if my manager is joking or not. I actually know that he's not, to some degree, but sometimes things feel a little weird. He always says things like, "If I were to cheat, I'd only want to cheat with you." Or, "Why couldn't I have met you earlier?". Sometimes... often times, I just catch him looking at me. Just lookin'. I ( Read more... )

For some reason, work today was really 'meh...'. Of course, Saturdays are always hell, but it was just real quiet. Cute man came in and that pretty made mine and Lucy's day. Speaking of Lucy, she was telling me how her baby daddy threw bleach all over her clothes and laptop, then stole her bank card. We don't really talk much about that, mainly ( Read more... )

I've been browsing craigslist for rooms to rent. I think I might be able to support myself with what I make monthly. Once I finished paying my credit card bill in a few months, I'll start to seriously look for a new place to stay. Some of the ads are sketchy and some are pretty funny. This one ad looking for a nudist roommate just takes the cake. I ( Read more... )

I felt terrible yesterday. I don't know why, I hadn't missed taking the important pills, but I was in that stage where moving was nearly impossible. Eventually, I gave up on waiting for my regular meds to kick in and took a tablet of Aleve. It seems to be the best thing to take when I feel sore now because I can really tell that it works.

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I really missed this journal a lot. It isn't particularly special or different from any other journals, but I just missed it. I really miss Kwon-BB. She and I used to text all the time until I lost my phone a couple years ago. It seems that no matter what, I can never really recognize the best times in life for what they are until it's gone.

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