I don't know why im in love with you or why i still love you. I feel as if you push me farther and farther away. I know we are not together and i respect that. You do what you please as do i. I know my heart still belongs to you but yours travels around. You can do something and have no feeling what so ever. I regret things i did in the past ( Read more... )

So yesterday i hung out with some friends and we had fun and i could hardly sleep because i was freezing and stuck at the end of the bed and moved to the floor ( Read more... )

I'm letting go because I can't spend every night crying myself to sleep when i can hardly breathe. I don't want to hurt anymore and I don't like having people worry about me like they did last night. I love you with all my heart ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for all my bitching everybody.... no more of it. Because i pretty much took the two people that cause my problems and kicked them out of my life ( Read more... )

whatever....

...... i dont care...

I'm not asking for sympathy and im not asking you to comment either, i'm just going to state how i feel. Yes, it may be emo. Yes, i may be a bitch but get over it ( Read more... )

Im glad i found courtney's number in your phone zach, now it will be easier to move on!

Yeah, so i haven't written in this in a really long time. So a lot has changed since whenever i wrote my last entry. Zach and I are no longer going out. Pretty much just trying to fix the relationship so it can work out ( Read more... )

So not counting the weekend there is only 4 more days left of school, how pumped is everyone. I'd say pretty freaken pumped. It sucks that the seniors arent in school anymore, but were getting away with a lot more in Shermans class haha. But I miss a lot of the seniors, i miss our funny jokes. But anyway..... Zach and I's 11 month was yesterday ( Read more... )

Yesterday sucked and i pretty much refuse to talk to anybody except for Melissa and Danielle and Brenna oh and might i say Chris. But thats it. Im sick of people just assuming im going places and just leave me here in Nashua. So i've decided to go friend shopping, haha so dont bother calling me and asking whats wrong because i wont pick up the ( Read more... )