This is a confusing time for me. And i cant really narrow it down as to why. Like have you ever really just not known why you feel a certain way ( Read more... )

I watch the news and it makes me not want to move into a apartment complex. Fires mostly. I know they are rare but I don't know how devastated if I lived in a apartment and some moron on the third floor leaves a heater or cigarette or pot on the stove that catches the house on fire and thus ruining everyone else's house ( Read more... )

wow I had a really odd dream after a dismal crappy sleep. I was so hot trying to fall asleep that by the time I DID fall asleep it musta been around 3am. I cant remember because clearly as I fell asleep I didnt look at the time ( Read more... )

mmhmm even though its raining like mad out and i didn't sleep well at all... I'm feelin rather good ^_^

my horoscope told me (ok.. basically told me) to stop letting people walk all over me, so I decided to do just that. at work i went to management and did that. so now things are different.  ^_^  It was mostly me getting the short end of the stick ( Read more... )

I am so sick of my mother. Jesus Christ, she is nothing but negative! A few days ago, I'm not sure how it started but she was being negative negative negative all day and i said something about it, how she never has anything nice to say to me. Like she was nit-picking things. and she laughed and agreed with me ( Read more... )

just a quick update ^_^

diet; eeehhh had a kinda bad week... been cheating a bit... -_- BUT! Im still feelin good (and still rather sexy)

Cosplay; I've decided to( Read more... )

Ahhhh more pics :3  this time with light!

I took pics without the vest then added it in so you can  see whats under and what i can possibly use again with a different corset or vest

( Olive/Cream/Blue outfit )

Update on the weight loss, last weigh in was Sunday and i was 212lbs. I stepped on my scale in the bathroom about 2 hours ago and was a nice 200lbs. Not too bad ( Read more... )

well im posting to get some feedback. Tegan-chan posted something I was thinking about my steampunk outfit. I'm torn on what i want to do. Steampunk outfits tend to be of the same colors; brown, white and sometimes cream. I have a royal blue vest/corset that ties behind the head and has tails and a fake .. umm.. i wanna call it alligator skin.. ( Read more... )

so yesterday at work we had the weigh-in for the Biggest Loser contest were doing, i was super excited cause ive been slacking so i could shed the pounds for the contest. Those sketcher shoes really work! about a month ago I was 250lbs (give or a take a lb) and then like 2 weeks aago i checked and i was 215/217lbs. not too bad. i hadnt gone to the ( Read more... )