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.::. I Like You Just the Way You Are .::.
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Just wanted a quick update, in case I don't get to it tonight. I'll be working for a good chunk of the day, sinc the Fire Academy starts today. :O Ima be a busy bee again! Whoo.
I went to bed depressed again, but I usually wake up just fine. But as I lay there with Ethan beside me, I yearned to be touched and loved. Which is odd, ( Read more... ) -
.::. She's the twilight's shadow, she's like Rembrandt's light .::.
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Today was uneventful, really. Just ran to the GCC college and shit.
Overall, my mood is just...blah. I guess it started with Ethan teasing me about my chest sized. No matter how much I love him, it still really hurts my feelings. That's something I am VERY senstive about, so of course I got annoyed. I guess it developed into a ( Read more... ) -
.::. Respect Muh Authoriteh! .::.
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I'm sitting at work right now, waiting for permission to leave. So I thought I'd drop a little something in here for the amusement of others. ;/
I drove to the GCC college, without freaking out, wewt! I think it's a big improvement, at least I wasn't shaking and having a little heart attack like normal. Ethan's a patient teacher, of ( Read more... ) -
.::. When all these nightmares become real.. .::.
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My health is finally improving, I can fucking eat, drink and breath again! Unfortunatly, I still have to get my tonsils removed before I get Sepsis and die. ;x But I'm feeling much better and ready to take charge again!
Life at home is...fine. Sometimes Ethan and I quarrel over little things. We both get so defensive it's ridiculous ( Read more... ) -
.::. Why don't YOU get a job?? .::.
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I am furious. Right now I should be sitting in my EMT class. But noooo. *snarls.* My sickness had gotten so much worse. Now I have to have surgery to remove my tonsils before I go sepsis and die. >.< I have to take a grand total of 8-9 pills a fucking day, can't even breath through my nose. My airway is almost ( Read more... ) -
.::. Rabid Wolf .::.
This is strictly a wolfrp rant. >;/
So last night, while I was watching a movie with Ethan, Mydnight (A member from NightRain, DarkFang's daughter)was hanging around in the EmeraldMysts pack channels. All of a sudden, I start getting logs and PMs about how Mydnight said something about the show she was watching, and got bombarded with opinions by ( Read more... ) -
.::. Oh behave! .::.
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In regards to my last posting in this thing, most could tell how angry I was. Well, yesterday Ethan and I continued our bickering for awhile, then really talked it through. We realized it was a huge mis-communication on both our parts, so everything is fine and dandy! :3
I talked about a weird sickness I had, a few ( Read more... ) -
.::. Heaven's gates won't open for me, with these broken wings I'm falling. .::.
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I figured it was overdue for a rant. :D Because believe me, I have quite a bit to say. I feel as if my life is being...I dunno, violated? Sounds harsh, but that's exactly what it feels like. Let me recap to the last few days. I'll keep it short and sweet.
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First and foremost, I'm now living on my own. ( Read more... ) -
.::. Fragile lives, shattered dreams~ .::.
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Christmas was...okay. Never really had a fantastic holiday before, dunno why it should start now, lol. I'm not a holiday person. ;x On Christmas Eve, Ethan came over and we opened presents. Joy. This is a list of what I got, lol since everyone is doing one!
- iPod (How cliche` x3)
- A new book
- New Pj's
- A new purse
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.::. Summer days, winter snows. My kind of Rain., like love from a drunken sky.. .::.
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Ugh. I woke up yesterday morning feeling like I was drowning...in my spit. How...gross. x3 I ended up coughing this thick white stuff, and when I opened my mouth to see down my throat, I almost gagged...I had fucking white pus spots on my tonsils! T.T Disgusting. So after being at work for 2-3 hours, my mother, an ( Read more... )