tired

Mar 12, 2003 00:13

I think I'm going to bitch about things. Yep, because I like to bitch about things every once in a while. I also want to explain why I'm so unmotivated so often. Why the hell should I work my ass off to get good grades? I mean, sure, so I can get into a good college, but that just means that I go through high school again but with a part time job ( Read more... )

angst, bitching

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Hello anonymous March 12 2003, 01:35:03 UTC
Yeah, I'm just posting because Parv said I could and I can. so w00t. That is all.
-Joel

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oceanchild221 March 12 2003, 17:27:39 UTC
Agreed. Our school is insane.
Sometimes I think it's nice because we don't have quite the same clique stuff as a lot of other schools, but then there's the other stuff.
Prah.
Work until the world turns grey and you drown in the pavement.

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Re: oceanchild221 March 12 2003, 23:01:49 UTC
Hey! Thx for link. Mind if I Friends you?

Agree entirely on thin school thing. It's like they screen people for that in admissions. That aspect of Lakeside has really been stressing me lately. I think Eating Disorder Awareness Week backfired, for my part.

Laramie Project! TLP TLP TLP!! Yay!

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here here anonymous March 13 2003, 00:30:34 UTC
I really identify with what you're saying here (and not just because you're my brain twin). I'm completely jaded by my school, academically and socially. The workload is ridiculous so therefore i shrink it by not doing math hw for 3 months. nice going, sofie (at least he doesn't check it) But yeah, like dw was saying today, cramming isn't real learning, yet that's all i seem to do. i even rejoice at busywork homework these days just because it takes no brainpower. I get the feeling that my potential is being squandered and my brain is rotting away. How can people be so motivated to succeed in this b.s. system? ick. Another fact is that i've realized that i'm a total loner. I have only 2 people i consider really good friends at school, and even so i hardly see them. come to think of it...i've drifted away from all of my good friends. blah. i should be writing a paper. i'm gonna do so. hang in there parv. the world sucks sometimes, but at least you have a radiohead cd to make it a wee bit sweeter.

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Re: here here wufeidragon March 13 2003, 00:33:05 UTC
You're right! I DO have Radiohead. And Joel. I can pull through.

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