I had an interview for Chums today. It was pretty much about how much they liked you. The entire staff there sat in the coffeehouse and asked me questions (not a single of which was about the job). I was not expecting that when they said, "Sign up for an interview." So of course I was a little surprised and intimidated. I got an email after I got ( Read more... )

Ack. Today was very weird but good ( Read more... )

I need to have a breakdown.

Hey hey. I am here ( Read more... )

Can't sleep. ARGH ( Read more... )

I wish i didn't have such fucking intense mood swings.

I wish i had someone to lose myself within.

My brother and father are the men i've grown up with. Neither of them are very affectionate. My brother never let me hug him and my father never hugs back. This lack of displayed emotions of people that i know love me has probably profoundly fucked me up.

and my life falls apart just a little bit more...

this has been a really shitty year.

Fucking Fenner. He hit me in the stomach when I wasn't expecting it so I hit him back as hard as I could on the back and ended up with a bruised hand.

I think I'm going to bitch about things. Yep, because I like to bitch about things every once in a while. I also want to explain why I'm so unmotivated so often. Why the hell should I work my ass off to get good grades? I mean, sure, so I can get into a good college, but that just means that I go through high school again but with a part time job ( Read more... )