Just skimmed some entries. Life has changed so much ( Read more... )

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I made her leave even though I can't go a day without thinking of her.

fuck.She sent me this last week I think to open my eyes to what I am pushing away. I made her keep almost everything so that I can't reread, reminisce, relive and miss her all over again. I wish I could start over but this looks like a lesson that's going to ( Read more... )

He's mine...He gave up his rights. Next obstacle, marriage haha I never thought I'd be wanting that.

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I knew I couldn't do it. Something will always kee p me with the people who I love. Two little boys and this woman I desire even when she brings me to tears but we're just those type of people. Two Aquarians..Could I meet a match any better? I'm working full-time at Lowe's and I love all my co-workers. The best part is the new people I've met. ( Read more... )

I've been walking always walking with someone at my side. Today I looked beside me and realized I am alone. Things went down and down that downward spiral. It hurts because I wanted this so much, I kept putting all my eggs in her basket. That's the definition of insanity though right? Continuing the same behavior expecting different results. I'm ( Read more... )

That moment where you set up fake entries because your girlfriend err was supposed to be fiancee but took back the ring won't talk to you but is so jealous she cyber stalks you...

Feel stupid?

Try communication for once instead of accusations.

Her name came up and it wasn't out of my mouth. I got to thinking and I realized I miss hearing that name, seeing the face that answers to that name. Someone pulled out a receipt with a name and said "Ruthann, that's not a common name.." let the words linger and watched for my reaction. I used to let that name slip from my lips talking about good ( Read more... )

I decided sober sex is amazing.
It's all her fault.
I totally love my cancer.
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Love hurts.

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