16 weeks is long time.

"Life will get better, it has too. It can only go up from the downs....right?" - January 31st, 2007

How many more downs do i have to endure before it goes up?

For last new years (going into 2006) i made a resolution that i would no longer talk to someone. Well a year went by and we only saw eaching 2 maybe 3 times at the most. But we still talked every day, and my admiration for him grew stronger. I developed this bond, this attachment to him that I can't explain. The feelings were always there, the ( Read more... )

and once again another birthday passes. I'm going to forever call this the 50/50 birthday. it was absolutely awesome until the end. Whatever, life goes on. nothing will take away the 2 moments from that night that will forever make me happy. So another new years eve is here, and i've decided to not go out. And if I go anywhere it'll be to see maps ( Read more... )

i'm about 5 minutes from having a nervous breakdown. I haven't slept more than 4 hours a night in over a week. I've been surviving on iced coffee and nicotine. I have 2 finals, an internship and my sanity to take care of before 9 pm today. It's weeks like this that I miss ISU's 24 hour library during finals. there is nowhere to study during finals ( Read more... )

It's been pretty understood that for the last 3 months my emotions have been back and forth. i guess it's finally time to come clean about a few things. Some of you know this, but i think not being open about it is somewhat eating my insides ( Read more... )

I just saw the video and read the articles about the UCLA student that was tasered because he didn't have his id on him. i'm so distraught over this. I feel like I need to do something, I just don't know what or how i can help. I thought about all the times i forgot my ID and went to the library. I can't imagine getting tasered because of it. that' ( Read more... )

There's been a lot going on, but it's mostly work stuff. no one cares about that ( Read more... )

i'm sure to most of you this is no big deal. but it's been a week since i've had meat. sure i've had cheese and milk and stuff like that. but no chicken, beef, turkey...etc etc. i've been reading alot about it. i've realized i'm eating a lot more carbs but i'd like to eat more veggies and fruits. how did those of you who have been veg for awhile ( Read more... )

i think i'm going to become a vegetarian. For real this time, i ate bacon this morning and i felt very very sick about it.