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For last new years (going into 2006) i made a resolution that i would no longer talk to someone. Well a year went by and we only saw eaching 2 maybe 3 times at the most. But we still talked every day, and my admiration for him grew stronger. I developed this bond, this attachment to him that I can't explain. The feelings were always there, the connection was not. We are now into 2007 and i still talk to him, not as much, maybe on a weekly basis. I don't see him often still. But my love for him is stll very much there. This year i'm going to stand up for myself and not let him trap me again. He knows how to play the right games with me, even though I hate games. He always says the right things at the right time and even when it's the very wrong thing, it doesn't phase me at all.
Life will get better, it has too. It can only go up from the downs....right?
Life will get better, it has too. It can only go up from the downs....right?