Everything's pretty much going swell. I no longer have a job which makes me very happy ^_^. Unfortunately, my mom is going to force me to get another job in the immediate future. Thinkin' about working at JCPenney... even though I hate people. Maybe it'll help me improve my people skills. I was talking to Emily one day and she told me MoVIP wasn't ( Read more... )

I've been in a Postal Service mood all day ^_^. I haven't updated on here in forever, but I was diagnosed with Toxic Shock Syndrome (TSS) at the end of February and I still feel like shit. My heart rate got up to 131, (supposed to be between 60-100), I was covered with a rash from the top of my head to my toes, I couldn't eat, etc. So I had to stay ( Read more... )

but now that it's gone, it like it wasn't there at all. so here i rest where disappointment and regret collide, lying awake at night.

i don't know what i'm supposed to do about you because it seems like our love, which used to shine so brightly, grows dimmer each day. i miss the way we used to be, there was passion and we never fought. everyone ( Read more... )

i just feel down today really. i had an amazing day, but then there's you, being emo and shitting all over my parade. and then i try to get drunk, and it doesn't even work. what the fuck? so i get to sit here and watch all of you be inebriated while i stare at my toes (they're pretty dirty, i need a bath ( Read more... )

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I get to move in with Jeff next summer! Ahhh. What a dream come true :) It's literally all I can think about, I'm so goddamn excited its unbelievable. Also, I am getting one of the cutest dogs ever next summer. They're usually about $800 but Renee, the lady that breeds them, is my cousin. And thus, I get him/her for free! Yey!

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my mom should literally fucking go die in a terrible, painful explosion ( Read more... )

grounded. possibly forever?
fuck.

it's my birthday tomorrow
i'm pretty sure 15 was a good time,
but 16 will be better fo sho.
license :)

and i have friends this year so maybe i'll get lots of presents :)!