May 22, 2008 18:08
my mom should literally fucking go die in a terrible, painful explosion.
i skipped ONE fucking hour of school, and im not going to be able to see jeff until after i get back from Germany?
i want to slit her fucking throat.
I'm feeling mean today. Not lost, not blown away, just irritated and quite hated, self control breaks down. Why's everyday so tame? I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating who I'm gonna kick around. Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you. Right now, I feel it scratch inside I wanna slash and beat you. Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you. Right now, I can't control myself. I fucking hate you!
I'm feeling cold today, not hurt, just fucked away. I'm devastated and frustrated, God, I feel so bound. So why'd I feel the need? I think it's time to bleed. I'm gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground.
You open your mouth again, I swear I'm gonna break it. You open your mouth again, my God I cannot take it. Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up. I fucking hate you.