So I've gotten better... I mean if you want to compare now to then. Those people who once made me miserable, are out of site & mind. Can you go on with your life thinking everyone is just jealous of you? I think I might be able too? Why else would everyone still find the motivation to connect the last dots, and shoot the last remark? It genuinely ( Read more... )

( boredom, it gets to us )

he think he knows I hate him now.
He thinks that he broke my heart & I'm
totally hopeless without him.
He thinks that I still want to
go behind the school where no one can see, us and makeout.
I was that dirty little secret underneath his skin. I knew where to kiss, I knew all the right words to say. I knew how to work it with him. I knew when ( Read more... )

we celebrated death & birthdays at the exact same time, last wednesday night when the poor widow went out to a bar with her niece & her 4 best friends. she cried in hysterics to the song "Simple Man" by Lynard Skynard, when the poor live entertainment went to play his tattered guitar. they smoked cheap light cigarettes on the east side of the ( Read more... )

theres' only 4 minutes left until my birthday is over.

seriously, I've solved the problem to obesity(sp?)

smoke lots of cigarettes.
& have a awfully bad cold.
seriously, you'll barely eat anything.

Dear Santa Clause ( Read more... )

theres something soft groaning at the pit of my stomach aching to be let out into the cold world that once was so loud & brilliant in it's day but I think it's slowly fading to the point my body is screaming at me for it, & my heart is overwhelmed with the pain & thoughts this feeling has left behind. I slowly smoked it away with my sick addiction ( Read more... )

she wants to sing karaoke on a saturday night under the street lights of san franciso
hoping, searching, for some hopeful eyes that don't mind getting horizontal with a tattered guitar girl

get so drunk
you cant remember his name in the morning
or where you went last night
smoke a pack in your bed until that headache goes away
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