i love unexpected epiphanies.

on friday i got my car broken into, wtf ( Read more... )

i have about a hundred private entries and most of them are aim conversations. It makes you wonder if one of our conversations are in there, hmmm ( Read more... )

i am sad. Today i finally watched the news about Katrina in New Orleans after i have been trying to ignore it because i know what would happen to me, and it broke my heart. I cried for 20 minutes straight. i have been to new Orleans many times to visit my oma and opa who live in upstate louisiana and i have always loved the city and always wanted ( Read more... )

so pretty much i have been obsessed with kelly clarkson's "since you've been gone' this summer. in europe i would run down the streets in germany (more than slightly inebriated) singing that song much to orestes dismay. also the girls i babysit were watching t.v. today (we were watching cops and they were asking me all about drugs so i gave them a ( Read more... )

it has been over a week and i am just now getting over my depression. I miss europe and the fact that i have to work for everything, trying to speak the languages, trying to budget, and trying to find where things are. There was really very little for me to come back to in miami. My close friends are either 1) vacationing 2) in deep shit and 3) ( Read more... )

i am sad. i am sad because now i know what i have been missing. In Germany everything is so much more civilized and the people are so much nicer. The sterotype that Germans are cold and very serious is so wrong. I have felt more welcome, in a city where i know only a hand full of people and it is hard to communicate, than i have ever felt in miami ( Read more... )

so pretty much i am in an internet cafe in florence and i have like 4 minutes left so i am going to do some lightning typing. Being in italy is so humbling because my italian is limited to a few phrases that i have just recently learned and i do feel home sick being in a country where my existence is unimportant...but atleast the european guys are ( Read more... )

this whole week has been surreal ( Read more... )

so this week started out pretty shit. school has reached a suck ass state because os APness and sometimes i regret caring about my education. school is for fools ( Read more... )