Really? I've had enough of you as a thought, I can't believe I continued to waste thought on you after you left. You never tried being considerate of my feelings and when you felt something affected you at all in a negative sense you reacted in an necessary way, which isn't the first time and when I mean unnecessary way I mean in a way that ( Read more... )

I hate me, let's just destroy everything. lethargy is a critical hit, now leigh will do nothing.

That I see, make me feel like I'm too awkward to be bothered with....or am I doing that? I have no clue honestly. I just wanna be under a blanket today

It was at the end of my visit to my grandfathers (not my irl grandfather but in the dream he was). We came home from a trip to the beach and in his eyes I saw something change. He look like he lost hope in everything, he let go of reality. He sat in his chair and with his gaunt eye he looks at me, and saw betrayal. He started yelling at me, saying ( Read more... )

I'm flippin out.

Can we please eject all of them please? Every single last emotion that I have...That'd be nice. For some reason I'm bugging out...please...some reason? I'm being fucking evasive with my own journal. Plans are ruined. Suppose to just not really like a guy or w/e. You couldn't have given me the courtesy to start liking a straight guy? At least that ( Read more... )

I'm at this point right now, and it might be the 5 hour energy shot talking, in anything. At all. Making new friends, attempting to keep friends. I don't know. I feel like poop.

Beat Braid for the first time. woo.

I think I'm easy to forget about...if you could, could you not forget? please?

Perhaps I'm pushing him away :/ Didn't think about that one before...damn it. I really did it this time.

update on my life: Chris is awesome but I made him sad, great. Hasn't spoken to me in a while. I'm kinda nervous and anxious :/