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I've been to a therapist before, I've tried dating, I've tried hookups, working out seems to help a little but only a little to the point where it helps my ego cover up my internal issues. I get these dreams such as last night and they drive me bonkers when I wake up. What haven't I tried? I understand that my subconscious isn't happy but I'm not ( Read more... ) -
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just had a dream where I called him drunk off of nyquil asking him how exactly was I ugly....
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I don't he belongs with me
which I'm fine with. He says he'll come visit me more, which Is nice.
Though I want to take a couple of days, maybe three, to go to LA and go the aquarium...by myself and stay at my sister's place. -
I probably should not have contacted him
now i feel like i re did everything emotionally...eh, i'll be fine...i guess -
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If he doesn't want to respond that's fine, I tried and knowing that It helps me move on. -
I want that damn degree
I also just want to be done with schoooooool. and get a kick ass job. I guess I should be working on something creative. -
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how the fuck can i be ready for a boyfriend now? I'd just be fooling myself and wasting his time :/ I'm retarded -
Lonely
Regardless of the people I live with, the friends I occasionally see, and the family I try to remember to call I feel utterly alone. It's not on purpose. Now do not mistake my feelings for a frustration of "not being understood", but I literally feel alone on some emotional level. Its when I listen to her she paints the past for me. She brings me ( Read more... ) -
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I miss the times where I'd sleep at the end of the bed just so I might have the off chance of waking up if you were to IM me or video call me....or something. I'd fall asleep to Enya and I had the feeling like I will be forever loved. Her voice took me to a place of stability of warmth. Now it's like a past fantasy that died out. But when ever I ( Read more... )