helloooo to anyone still out there lol. its 5 am and i woke up because i forgot to take my earrings out and they were hurting me and i couldnt fall back asleep so i decided to to a little research on lebanon and the political and social crisis there. random? kinda except i went to lunch with my friend sara who just got back from lebanon. she is ( Read more... )

When we lived in brazil my dad would always tell my brother and i that when i turned 10 we would go to disney. i had this built up idea of disney in my mind as pretty much a mixture of what i always thought heaven would be like and that scene from the original willy wonka of the candy garden with the chocolate lake. anyway the trip to heaven came ( Read more... )

when i was little before i understood the whole concept of dates and years and all that i would ask my mom every week how long it would be till summer. during the summer i would go to my grandmothers house in sao carlos, a city 3 hours away from sao paulo and my parents would come down during the weekends to visit but they spent the week in sao ( Read more... )

i really like that whole writers block thing thye have. its cool so i think ill do it today. todays thingy is what are you afraid of. I suppose that like anyone else im afraid to end up lonely. im afraid of being hurt beyond repair...in relationships more specifically. im afraid of being mugged in brazil. or having something happen to my dad ( Read more... )

oh wow i dont know what i was talking about. im so incredibly lucky to have met someone like him. he is exactly what i want in a boy. exactly. im not saying hes perfect but oh my god. i really like him. and im really happy. tonight he cooked us dinner. it was so great and hes so great with me and like i got speachless tonight at how much i like him ( Read more... )