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oh wow i dont know what i was talking about. im so incredibly lucky to have met someone like him. he is exactly what i want in a boy. exactly. im not saying hes perfect but oh my god. i really like him. and im really happy. tonight he cooked us dinner. it was so great and hes so great with me and like i got speachless tonight at how much i like him. like there were points where i had nothing to say becuase i was in my own little im in love world.ugh. why did this have to happen now??? i really want to keep in touch with him after i leave. he is a really good person. and im happy that i can see that. the worst part is that i know he'll be able to go and get any girl he wants soon. i really like him though. =) i watched a movie called sex and lucia. it was like a deep meaningful porn. really weird but worth watching if ur into that kind of thing. it was so racy that they had to make two versions- one to play in the us and one for the rest of the world. but if you ignore all the porn there seems to be a meaningful message although i cant really pin point it exaxtly. ahhhh i love this feeling- and hes leaving in 3 days. alksjfkajdkjnkladsfnkjnsdalknfdlkjnandlfkjnsdkfnsdnlkdnsfadkflsnk
but thats alright. this is me living in the moment..
but thats alright. this is me living in the moment..