Comments | wolfe_girl87: I have fallen....

wolfe_girl87

I have fallen....

Dec 20, 2008 07:24

...I am I not sure if I have the energy or strenght to get up. I fell off the wagon bad last night and I have no idea how to fix anything and I am scared to be honest. I wish i could explain more but I am scared to post it even private for fear of judgments ( Read more... )

my dad, me, therapy, my body, dickens, friends, holiday, my sister, family

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swordsarecool December 21 2008, 14:23:36 UTC

I know I've never met you in person, and I don't know you very well, but you seem like a great person to me. If you'd like to talk, let me know. I'm ready to listen.

wolfe_girl87 December 22 2008, 13:23:18 UTC

I always like having new people in my corner. How did you find my blog?

swordsarecool December 22 2008, 16:05:21 UTC

Whoops, I just realized that although I gave you my email address, I didn't tell you my LJ name. This is Alex, Alex's husband.

wolfe_girl87 December 22 2008, 18:44:52 UTC

Oh, tehe, silly me!!

dancingguy December 22 2008, 09:29:29 UTC

people telling me Rocky isn't lady like

[snicker] Why gives a flying f*ck.

Greg (who just finished his 19th Performance for Naughty French Postcards)

P.S. It was good to see you Saturday. I'm sorry I missed your show. I was at home, asleep, before midnight. And I didn't wake up until my alarm went off (which means I really needed the sleep).

Let me know when you perform next. Hugs.

wolfe_girl87 December 22 2008, 13:24:18 UTC

it is ok, I made sure the photographer got ALOT of pictures so i am super happy. I will keep you posted on the next show!

blue_iris210 December 22 2008, 16:06:53 UTC

Hon, it does take a lot of strength to go into therapy. I waited until it was almost too late to go. i'm very proud that you are doing it now. People who want to judge others for going to therapy can fuck off. we are not perfect, and those who look down on us for going to therapy need to get off their high horse and realize we are human too and we hurt.

As for the dance scene? It seems like a big drama pit that would be much better to be on the periphery of. I know that might not be what you want to hear, but I hope it would give you some peace.

And as for being ladylike? Fuck it! Most of the guys at faire (with a few notable exceptions) have no moral high ground to stand on and most of the time see me and my relationship as something of a challenge and something to break up. So as you can see, I hold most faire people at arm's length.

I hope you know that I think you're wonderful, even if I don't always get to see you or talk to you much anymore.

Good luck and call if you ever want to hang out and I'll make time. :) *hugs*

egypt_rose December 23 2008, 05:29:50 UTC

*HUG* it was good to see you this weekend, I wish I'd had time to hangout a bit but it was nice to see you nonetheless. =D