Sometimes I feel so left out when I am with my friends. I am tired of being single.

life without emotions would be great. without emotions I wouldn't want to slit my wrists, I wouldn't want to hide who I really am half the time, I wouldn't want to curl up and die.

what do you do when you just want to curl up in a ball and cry. This feeling of rejection, I hate it. Its real and justified. Curling up in a ball and crying myself to sleep seems... AIM is stupid, technology is stupid, ya know if you just don't want to .. you know fuck it. Go to hell. Current Emotion: Confused, always confused.

I can remember the first can of cream soda I ever had, then why is there so much I can't remember. I know the word. I guess I know why I can't remember shit know. It just all makes much more sense. I think I am going to quit therapy. Or take a break, or is taking a break quitting. I just don't think I can learn much more about myself without.. I ( Read more... )

It's refreshing when a TV show makes you cry, it's refreshing when that same tv show makes you laugh so much you squirt milk through your nose. There is something about a good cry when you aren't upset about any one thing in particular, just a lot of little, medium and a smattering of large things ans a TV show ends up pushing you over the edge. It ( Read more... )

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male
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No need for drama, you just chill out and don't let things bother youYou've got a peaceful, zen-like attitude... even when things get crazyYou're a pleasure to be around, and you have lots of friends to show for itYou don't need to be the center of attention, you're happy enough as is!

You Passed High School with an B
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So I just finished working a 48 hour work day getting ready for first rehearsal which went well, but now I am not tired, I can't stop coughing so I took Nyquil, then I took my seroquel and the rest of my meds and I made some hot chocolate with 2 shots of godiva and a shot of caramel Baileys. On the upside its nice to know I will be unconcious soon ( Read more... )

I just got solicited on my way to 7-11, this guy called me nice looking and kept pestering me wanted to know where I was going, and then where I was going after I got where I was going, after I got rid of him he got in his black car with blacked out windows and he followed me to 7-11 and he pulled over at a traffic light and rolled down his window ( Read more... )