that was  a crappy ass..depressing 21st.....wooo go me....

ugh. that's all i have to say is ugh. henry purcell can stick his fairy queen where the sun don't shine, because i'm sick of it. i can't stand this pointless crap anymore. the only fun part of it is making fun of everyone else with amanda ryan and michaela, that's about it. this whole thing just needs to be over, because i'm abou to go ( Read more... )

soooo....i got back from northwestern this morning. even though it was really supposed to be last night, but my flight got delayed...alot. and it totally sucked, because then i had to drive back to school and take a theory test, which definitely could have been better. but as far as northwestern goes, i really liked it. the campus is gorgeous, i ( Read more... )

ok...kind of less stressed now than before. got convocation out of the way, which actually i guess wasn't that bad, no one complained too much, so that's good. now i'm just stressing over going to northwestern tomorrow. well, stressing is the wrong word. more like terrified. i know it's not my audition but still, i'm really nervous about how this ( Read more... )

all i really have to say is AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i have waaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy too much crap going on, between convocation, trying to get application stuff ready, and practicing my ass off so i don't completely suck when i play at northwestern, i have no room to breathe, let alone do things like, eat, sleep, have a social life. ya know. normal stuff ( Read more... )

wow..for some reason i'm in a freakishly good mood this morning :P. which is suprising since i was up until 3 doing my conducting stuff, that is probably all wrong, but oh well. so i hesitate to say this too loud, but i think spring might be here, which would be awesome, because i'm definitely sick of this perpetual winter we seem to have been ( Read more... )

ugh. this week sucks. apparently there's a memo that's been going around that i have a crapload of stuff that i need to get done, so everyone either needs to add to that pile, or disappear when i need to talk to them. specifically krassimir who has decided to wander off to the city until thursday, which sucks hardcore. I also apparently am ( Read more... )

so i woke up this morning and tried to say something to someone in the hall and basically made no noise that could be distinguished as actual speech. so now i have no voice at all, which totally sucks. plus i wouldn't be suprised if i had a fever too, but oh well. so i figured i shouldn't go to conducting, since i need to be fairly healthy for ( Read more... )

well, I've decided that I'm officially sick, which totally sucks. on the other hand, it could always suck more, so I can't really complain. oh so yeah, sorry about my really dark depressing post this morning everyone, well, everyone who reads this,which is probably like...4 people, but oh well, I do this for me, so HAH! but yeah, I was definitely ( Read more... )

I hate days like this. Those days that seem like nothing ever goes the way you want it to. I didn't want to get out of bed this morning, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and hide, and then everything around me could just disappear. Plus I feel like crap, so that never helps. I dunno, maybe it's just post spring break "I feel like crap"ness, bah ( Read more... )