Over the years I have learned to live humbly. I am not humble by nature. On the contrary, I am actually very arrogant. Life taught me the opposite instead. It taught me hard, really hard
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Please let me try to forget. Please I want to forget. Please I want to erase this memory from my head and from my heart. Please I don't want to remember any of this anymore.
God what did I do wrong? I got married, I tried my best to protect it, and it failed miserably. Then I met Leon and was happy for some time but then it failed even more miserably. What did I do wrong? Why do people leave? Why do people reject me? Why am I always alone? Why do all my hopes end before they even start to materialize? Why?
sometimes i seriously want to just go and die T^T I can't bear it to hold back the tears anymore. It's been 18 years of tears and pain and hurt I dont want to live like this anymore.