This is a little late, but something that needs to be documented somewhere.

August Twenty Ninth has now been deemed by the 8th floor of the West Tower as Free Cake Day.

So this is how it all went down. I was walking out of my room, intending to go to brush my teeth. Then all of a sudden a couple of girls came walking down the hall, with a large box ( Read more... )

The clock lurches towards one. A knock at the window breaks the silence in my tiny closet of a room. The glass slides to reveal an old friend. The fog drifts into the room with a lethargic confidence, slowly, but with a severe intention. Lonliness removes his coat and hat and hangs them on the hook. After all this is said and done, he shoots me a ( Read more... )

Wow. i have not updated in a very long time. I will now apolize to those who have been reading my livejournal and have had to deal with the really depressing update that i have left up for a while. It is not that i have not been to busy or anything to update, i just could not find the effort within myself to update, because the past few months have ( Read more... )

I am so nervous to go back.

why the fuck do i do this to myself?

just breathe jay, just breathe.

This is going to be a lot harder than i thought.

i am sitting here with such an energy to me. A dragon sitting on my chest and shoulders, stretching his wings towards an invisible something. I cant really explain it really, other than that i feel like i need to be doing something, accomplishing something important. Like something is infront of me, and all i have to do is reach out for it, show ( Read more... )

crosses fingers.

please let her out for my birthday. please please please.

part of me is really fighting me doing this. im not sure just what part, but i am going to do this anywise. I really am terrible at updating this thing during the summer, but i am really busy, ok ( Read more... )

why is my life made up of goodbyes?

so much is changing and i am amazingly unaffected by all of it ( Read more... )

i feel funny right now. i am not sure what to make of this emotion. That is really the only word i can describe it with. It is just this huge amount of emotion sitting ontop of my chest. I feel it when i breathe. It is amazing how it always comes back to the way i breathe ( Read more... )