I've been working with Giles for the past few months to control my power. It really has been great of him to do this for me even after... well... what I did. I can't help but think that inside his head he considers me a murderer. Well, I am, so maybe that would make sense. I'm really hoping I can make amends with everyone when I get back. But ( Read more... )

Oz has been acting a bit strange. We've been on dates... he even tucked in my tag, but now he's all distant... First I think he likes me... and then he doesn't. I'm not sure what to do anymore. Should I just give him some space? Or does he want me to make a move? This whole boy dating thing is very weird. I really think Buffy and I should ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think. Part of me is very happy that Oz does not have to go to jail. However, I know he's guilty and it makes me angry that the court can just send a guilty man on the streets, even if he says he did it. Oz just seems out of it, and I really don't know what to say or do. Our relationship has been a struggle, but we both ( Read more... )

I don't really understand what is going on with Buffy. She's kind of all over the place and whenever I talk to her she mentions something about a guy named Angel and first he's good and then he's bad and so on and so on. I'm just all confused, but I think she is probably more confused than I am ( Read more... )

Well it turns out there is a vampire on the loose that looks exactly like me. She came to my dorm room, scaring me to death, asking me to help her get back home. Apparently I guess she is from another dimension and needs my help. She also told me that Xander is also a vampire in her world and he is stuck here as well. With a cross of course, I ( Read more... )

I was really excited that Xander had called me yesterday to help him move back home. That not only meant I could see him again, but also that he was getting a lot better. I practically sprinted to Giles' front door and knocked loudly. As Giles opened the door, I was grinning widely at him. "Hey, Giles. How are you ( Read more... )

Oz and I had a great date at the movies the other night. We saw an old classic, "Young Frankenstien." Oz is so cute because he was so cheap. He made sure to pay for me, but only could afford the cheapest movie offered. I didn't really watch most of the movie - my heart was just fluttering the whole time and I had to pay attention to how often I ( Read more... )

I've been realizing what a bad friend I am. Ever since Buffy told me that human Oz actually murdered someone, I withdrew myself from the world. I can't bring myself to talk to Oz, and I haven't been with my friends for a while. It really hit me the other day when I got a call from Giles ( Read more... )

Buffy's mom died ( Read more... )

Tonight was supposed to be a just a girl's night out with Buffy. I was over-whelmed and just needed to get away from taking care of Oz and the pressures of school. It just so happened that tonight was one of Buffy's few free nights. I called her up and we made plans to meet up at the Bronze.

( finding out my boyfriend is a murderer )