So about 3 months ago (well, more like 2.5 but really who's counting?) I was dumped by the man who I thought I was going to marry and live happily ever after with. This was a shock and I felt like it came out of no where and I was crushed. I could have fallen apart, but he had kept telling me that he was "afraid to break up" with me because it ( Read more... )

So here's the deal... my boyfriend of 4.5 years (j) broke my heart and discarded me like yesterdays trash about 6 weeks ago. I am doing okay. I am thinking i am developing a crush on my new friend, we shall call him m, and he is sweet. seriously. he walks me to my car when i leave school or his house. it was really nice to cuddle up and almost fall ( Read more... )

I think that everyone is bitching too much about the heath care bill. If you don't like it, well you should work on changing it!

so i've decided that it is awkward when i am around M and A now that they sorta have a thing... i feel left out a lot and i miss the attention.. but i am happy for them so i donno. I am trying to convince A to come to NYC with me tho, so we shall see...

i am glad that my friend Matt likes my friend Aubrey because she is the coolest and I think that the girl from my house is not as awesome as Aubrey

so I know i don't update this a lot. I have twitter now, so if you wanna know that, let me know. I wanna go back to watching all of heroes again but I don't have the time to sink into that just yet. I am delaying cleaning up my room till i move rooms but you can't walk in there anymore so i guess that is out of the question. so i think i'll do ( Read more... )

i <3 Hiro from heroes! he is so adorable!

I hate this. i havent slept through the night in like 3 weeks. and now on top of that i am sick. I wake up every 2-3 hours and i cant get back to bed for like 30 mins. I wanna go see a doctor but all they are gonna do is tell me that i cant sleep cause of my cold. but i have a cold cause i cant sleep.... i couldn't sleep before i got sick. I got ( Read more... )

i have an interview for an internship in NYC or Chicago tomorrow morning! wish me luck!

I hate my back right now. I hate that i have chronic back pain and i can't take anything for it cause i am scared of becoming dependent on it.

I hate that i am not allowed to go home for my aunts funeral. I wanna be there for my family but my mom won't let me.

I just wish i was home.