No wonder everyone always calls me weird. I live like my heroes, but my heroes are no one else's heroes. I look up to the great writers, your Baudelaires, your Kerouacs, your Rimbauds, your Thoreaus, figures recognized as heroes among a small group of people - your hipsters, your English students, your rebels, your ironists, your perverts, your ( Read more... )

Life is all about change, bitches!

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So back in a legit relationship with megan again. i think maybe i was just afraid of commitment. fuck it fuck it i dos as i pleases.

The most insane effect that the anti-depressants have had is that my social anxiety is mostly gone. I don't run away from everyone and everything anymore; I feel like my opinions are valid opinions (even if they are radically different than a lot of people's), and I'm assertive. But now I've just got two lame problems - coming up with things to ( Read more... )

So anti-depressants were the best idea ever. How I'd been getting by without them, I don't even know. Within a couple of hours of being on them, I noticed an immense change - nothing seemed to be as much of a struggle anymore. I feel confident and secure for the first time ever. And plus, all my anxiety seems to have gone away. I feel like I'd ( Read more... )

Last night was a dance party celebration for the radio station. I, of course, got schwasted as fuck. Behold:

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Last night started out fun - I went to the dance night with some friends and had a great time (except I utterly failed at getting the girl I was talking about earlier to dance with me...I think she's not into me :/ oh well). It was the first time all week (besides, well, Wednesday) where I felt like I was having a good time. Not saying I've been ( Read more... )

GIRL WALKS INTO COFFEE SHOP

IMMEDIATELY TURN INTO SOCIALLY AWKWARD PENGUIN

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