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The most insane effect that the anti-depressants have had is that my social anxiety is mostly gone. I don't run away from everyone and everything anymore; I feel like my opinions are valid opinions (even if they are radically different than a lot of people's), and I'm assertive. But now I've just got two lame problems - coming up with things to talk about (besides my goddamn self) and being more quick witted. Everyone else has the advantage of having socialized without fear all their lives; I've only just gained it.